When he hugged her she was token by surprise, but didn't try to slip away: on the contrary, after a few seconds, slowly, she hugged him back tight, hiding her head between his neck and his shoulder. Only one tear slipped away from her eyes, but she refused to cry: she didn't want to, she had to be strong... beside, Tulio's hug was enough to make her feel better. In his arms and only in his arms she felt really safe.
She stayed there, hugged to him, for a while, waiting for her heart to calm down, for her inner pain to lower a bit. Only after a while, with a sigh and reluctantly, she raised her head from his shoulder, breaking the hug
"D-don't do it again... promise m-me, please... j-just... don't... I-I would miss y-you..." she replied alluding at the idea of the suicide. It wasn't what she ment before, but it didn't matter anymore: she just didn't want to loose him...