One shade whiter

Jane moaned and grabbed his shirt with her free hand. "Who said I want that slow?", she whispered in his ear and pressed her body closer to his. "I just thought about more fun before it's over.", she felt the feeling inside her growing and moaned louder.

He kissed her neck, nibbling on it softly. "Do I look like I care about foreplay?" He kept picking up pace.

Jane moaned and bit his neck. "No.", she finally managed to say breathless. "Can... can we stop talking?", Jane closed her eyes and leaned backwards on the table. The cold plate warmed up fast under her hot body. She wrapped her legs around Shan Yu and dragged him closer, deeper inside her.

He didn't say a word to that and trailed his kisses down to her collarbone. He opened the top of her dress and continued his kisses to her breasts fondling them softly while starting to thrust harder and deeper into her.

Jane sighed and hold his head. Then she grabbed in his hair and pulled him closer to her. She kissed him passionately and her tongue slipped in his mouth. He tasted so good, it was like a drug.

He went faster, enjoying her grabbing his hair. He let out a groan, feeling his release getting closer. He kissed her back just as passionately, holding the back of her head so he could keep her in the kiss.

Jane moaned into the kiss. She felt the awesome feeling of her release coming over her. She pressed her body against his and screamed in his mouth.

He felt her muscels tighten around him, thrusting into her couple more times before cumming. He pulled out, softly kissing her neck. HE went down to pick his pants up.

Jane sighed in pleasure. Then she looked at Shan Yu. She felt kind of numb right now. The sex with him was awesome, but there was still a wall between them. He always acted some kind of cold after the act. She put her feet on the table and wrapped her arms around her legs. She felt like a little child right now. Lost and stupid. "Are you going now?", she asked with a soft and innocent voice.

He stopped and looked at her. "Would you like me to stay then?" He asked a bit confused.

"Yes...", Jane nodded slowly. She pressed her legs at her body.

He stared at her for a while before moving to sit on the chair. "Very well then."

Jane was slightly surprised, that he stayed. But she smiled softly and layed her head on her legs. "What have you been doing the time we haven't seen each other?", she asked curious.

He thought about what he had been doing, and smirked. "This and that... keeping myself busy. What about you?"

Jane shrugged. "I haven't done that much... Most of the time I read.", she sighed. "I'm really not that kind of a social person. Loneliness has it's prejudices too."

He nodded. "That is true." He looked at the book and smirked. "So, what else do you read than that?" He said pointing to the book she came in with.

Jane shrugged. "A lot about plants and animals. I read a few about how to behave as a lady and being a polite person. But that was in my earlier life...", she sighed. "I'm reading romantic stuff too. But I guess that's nothing that interests you."

He looked at her puzzeled. "Romantic?" He didn't know what the word meant.

Jane giggled. "Yes. That are books about couples who fell in love. Some are more dramatic, some are melancholic. But in every book the ending is more or less a happy one.", she smiled. "Romantic is being with the one you love. Little kisses, just be next to each other. And to miss the one you love when he or she's not around."

He nodded, understanding her words. "Isn't that companionship. The last part that you said." He asked a bit confused.

"Some kind of.", Jane smiled. "But it's stronger. It's like you can't breath or live without the one you love. You have to think about him or her all the time. Even in your dreams.", she looked at Shan Yu and sighed. "That's the greatest and worst feeling you can get in your life."

He frowned, trying to think about what it would feel like. He made a face. "That is a scary thought. How can anyone want that?"

Jane smiled sadly. "There are a lot of people who wish to have that feeling. And sometimes you can't do anything against it.", she stroke through her hair. "It makes you stronger and more powerful. But it makes you weak at the same time.", she laughed sadly. "I would like to have that feeling. To regain that feeling from someone."

He gave her one of his rare smiles. "Well I bet that someone is going to be very lucky."

Jane smiled back softly. She felt a warm feeling growing inside her. "I hope so.", she smiled. "If not, I'll be staying all alone my whole life."